Aksidente, pano kpag naka recover ka na?

So she said what's the problem baby, What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love), Think about it every time
I think about it, Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on, Turn a little faster
Come on, come on, The world will follow after
Come on, come on, Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies, Belting out sunlight, Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender, To the strawberry ice cream, Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it, But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning, Mean we're never alone, Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on, Move a little closer
Come on, Come on, I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on, Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on, Jump a little higher
Come on, come on, If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on, We were once Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love, Accidentally in love (x7)

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love, Accidentally (X 2)

Come on, come on, Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on, And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on, Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

Duda-Doubt

How far will you go for Love?
yan ang tanong na iniwan ng pilikulang ito sa manu-nuod.

I went to Video-City to rent some movies, nakikita ko na dati pa ang case ng movie na to.
Naiintriga aq kya ko xa hiniram. Hindi ko alam na Gay Movie pala xa. Una kasi akala ko
may halo yun pla buong-buo. Well, maganda sya. Cliche and story pero binigyan ng twist.
Nakakatuwa pa nga kasi my kapangalan ako tapos nandun din ang pangalan ng ex ko, Cris.
Sabi dun, lahat ng Cris psycho. Oo Psycho ex ko pero ang Cris dun sa story hindi ako
makakapayag na tawaging psycho dahil mahirap talaga ang buhay na ibinigay sakanya.

Marami sa mundo ang hindi makapagmahal dahil ayaw nilang masaktan at ang iba hindi talaga
alam kung pano ito gagawin. how far will you go for Love? Some say's that they would do
anything kahit pa masaktan just to experience Love. E bakit ako, nagmamahal ako pero
lagi din nasasaktan kahit walang ginagawang masama. Tama ba yun? Haayz... Andaming Irony
sa buhay ng tao. The movie is about relationships at may nabanggit about Faithfulness and
Loyalty, linya ni Cris, hindi daw ito option. Tama, ngunit subalit bagamat at datapwat,
bakit mo tatawaging may pagmamahal ang isang relasyon kung wala itong faith, trust,
loyalty at higit sa lahat ay Love? Sabi ni Cris sa bestfriend nya before the movie ended
"kung akaw ang nasa kalagayan ko, would you have done the same thing?" Ako OO. Isang
malaking OO. pero may aalisin ako at yun ang pagiging tanga, gago, puta, stupido at ang
higit sa lahat, ang hindi ko pa ginagawa at hindi gagawin pa, ay ang makipag talik sa
4001 na tao. Sa 4001 na tao kya na nakasex ni cris sa buhay nya ilang beses kya bawat tao?
haay... ayaw ko ng malaman pa.

OO nga pala, badtrip ung CD, sa 2nd disc at malapit nang mag 40 mins, napuputol.
Oy, hindi po ito pirated, hiniram ko nga po sa Video City.

Eer.. get to spend all summer in School working on something important using a computer, spend my money renting movies that I could watch on my Conmputer and communicating other people using a computer. Thank God there are computer everywhere, where I can stick my face the whole vacation time.

Eer.. Bad Hair Day

I just hate this day. Why? You got it! its my hair. I'm trying to have this Mohawk look and I just cant do it. I think My hair is long enough for that type of style. I cant have this Bedroom look forever. Darn hair. Actualy, I dont really fix my hair because I use to have a short length of hear, clean look. I dont know why the hair is very important in societies now a days. Even me, I added the hair as one of my clasifications for the special person I'm looking for. Haay, what I know is that I can still look clean even with a little length of hair. I just hope that Fr. Roy, College of Education Rector-UST, doesn't notice me or else I have to sacrifice this...

Buti pa sila...

hay nako... buti pa sila Vonn my pasok na,
kami sa June 3 pa ang enrollment at June 13 naman ang pasukan. haayz...
Pumupunta nga aq sa USTe, hindi para magaaral, para tapusin ang EJ(College Mag)... hayun... nagpapasalamat na lamang ako kay AIka dahil tinutulungan nya aq...
kamusta na kaya yung iba kong dapat kasama sa paggawa? alam ko my trabaho na ang iba
sa kanila ngunit hindi naman tama na iwanan sa akin ang pasanin... Pagdating ko sa
bahay, pagkagaling sa UST-Publication House, nag-iinternet na lamang aq... minsan,
buti na lang at online si Martin at nakakusap ko
tuwing wala na talaga aq magawa... ayoko naman ikulong ang sarili ko sa kwarto...
maslalo na ngayon na nagkaron na ako ng kasama... hay... kailangan ko pang linisin
ang kwarto ko para sa makakasama ko dun... sige... lilinisin ko muna ang aking kwarto...

Yakap ng Martir

Simula pagkabata magkakasama na kami nila Regine at Martin kaya kilala na namin ang
isat-isa. Si Martin, ang taong mahilig magtago ng nararamdaman ngunit alam ko na mahal
niya si Regine, ayaw lang niya ipakita at alam ko na alam din niya na magkaribal kami.
Maganda si Regine, mabait, madaling mahulog sa pagibig at alam niyang mahal namin siya.

Bakasyon, nagkayayaan kaming pumunta sa Puerto Galera.
Pagkadating duon, namasyal kami at kumain.
Pumunta kami sa aming cottage na magkakahawak kamay at si Regine ang nasa gitna.
Binuksan ko ang TV at umupo kaming magkakatabi sa sofa at si Regine parin ang nasa
gitna at ako naman ay nasa kanan.
Napansin kong iba na ang kinikilos ni Martin, lagi na niyang binabantayan si Regine.
Nakita kong hinalikan ni Martin si Regine sa labi at gayun din naman si Regine kaya
ako ay napatayo at naglakad patungo sa aking kwarto.
Hinabol ako at tinawag ni Regine bago makapasok sa kwarto.

"Patawad, hindi ko sinasadya." Sabi ni Regine sa aking harapan habang ako ay nasa may
pinto ng kwarto.

"Naiintindihan ko." Aking sinabi.
"Ganyan ka naman lagi, lagi mong alam, lagi mong naiintindihan. Galit ka ba?"
"hindi naman maiiwasan na magalit ang isang tao dahil sa nakita nya, at sa tabi pa na.."
"Patawad, hindi ko sinasadya"

Tumigil ang oras. Hindi ko man maiwasan na magselos at mainis sa ginawa ni Martin,
magkaibigan pa rin kami at ganun nmn talaga ang magkaribal diba.

"nasaloob lang ako ng kwarto" pumasok na ako sa loob ng kwarto ngunit hindi ko sinara
ang pinto.
Rinig ko sa loob ng kwarto na naguusap silang dalawa ngunit hindi ko maintindihan.
Mya mya pumasok sa kwarto ko si Regine.
Nagusap kaming nakatayo.

"Regine mahal na mahal kita matagal na" sabi ko.
"Mahal din ako ni Martin at alam mo yun Jerry"
"OO alam ko yun ngunit ang hindi ko alam ay kung sino ba saaming dalawa ang mahal mo"
"Hindi ko alam, parehas na kayong napamahal sa akin ni Martin at ayaw kong mawala kayo
sa akin"
"Kahit kailan hindi ako mawawala sa tabi mo, alam kong hnd naman ako kagwapuhan tulad
ni Martin. Kung sa pagmamahal, ibahin mo ako, hindi ako tulad ng ibang tao na puro
tawag ng laman ang inaasikaso sa isang relasyon."
"Alam ko at lagi ka na lng nagpaparaya, masmahal kita Jerry at hindi na ako
magpapaliguy-ligoy pa" hinawakan ni Regine ang aking pisngi at hinalikan ako sa labi.
Niyakap ko sya.

Humikab si Regine.
"pagod ka na, oras na para matulog. Ayaw kong magkaron ka ng guhit sa mukha"
Ngiti naman si Regine at niyakap nya ako ng mahigpit.
Tiningnan ko ang maamo nyang mukha at nakatulog na sya.

Magkatabi kaming natulog, ni Regine habang ako’y yakap, sa aking kama at sa aming pagtulog ay naramdaman kong may nakatayo at nakatingin sa amin.
Minulat ko ang aking mga mata at nakita ko si Martin, nakatayo lang.

"O, madaling araw na, bakit gising ka pa?" tanong ko.
Inayos ni Martin ang nakabalot na kumot sa amin ni Regine.
Inabot ko ang aking kamay at hinawakan nya ito.
"salamat" sabi ko.
Ngumiti si Martin ngunit kita ko sa kanyang mga mata ang kanyang nararamdamang pagkabigo.
"sige na, matulog ka na. pupunta na ako sa aking kwarto." sabi nya.
Bumalik na ako sa aking pagtulog.

Comercial muna tayo...

"O, madaling araw na, bakit gising ka pa?" tanong ko.
Inayos ni Martin ang nakabalot na kumot sa amin ni Regine.
Inabot ko ang aking kamay at hinawakan nya ito.
"salamat" sabi ko.
Ngumiti si Martin ngunit kita ko sa kanyang mga mata ang kanyang nararamdamang pagkabigo.
"sige na, matulog ka na. pupunta na ako sa aking kwarto." sabi nya.
Bumalik na ako sa aking pagtulog.

Kinagabihan, bumili ng dalawang case ng Beer si Martin at nagyaya ng inuman.
Nagkantahan kami at kung anu-anong pinagkwentuhan tungkol sa aming nakaraan nuong kami
ay mga bata pa.
Konti pa lang ang aking naiinom di tulad ni Martin na medyo lasing na.
Si Regine naman ay tulog na sa tabi ko.

"Salamat ulit Martin" sabi ko.
"Wala yun, matagal mo nanamang nililigawan yang si Regine natin. Alam ko mas-sasaya
sya sayo."
Ngumiti ako. Halata parin na mahal na mahal din pala ni Martin si Regine.

Nagising si Regine dahil sa aming tawanan at biruan.
Lasing na kami ni Martin ngunit siya ay nagwawala na. Iba na ang itsura ni Martin.

"Uy, itigil nyo na yan, lasing na kayo. Martin tingnan mo yang itsura mo" sabi ni Regine.
"Uy concern sakin si Regine. Bakit papaliguan mo ba ako?" sabi ni Martin habang
papalapit ang kanyang mukha sa pisngi ni Regine.
"Martin, tama na yan!" sigaw ko bago pa mabastos si Regine sa harap ko.
Inakbayan ni Martin si Regine. Bakas sa mukha ni Regine na ayaw na nya ang nagyayari.
Tumayo ako at hinila ko patayo si Martin "Sige na, tama na to. Matulog na tayo"
Sinuntok ako ni Martin. "Regine tabi naman tayo ha!?" sabi nya.

Alam kong mahal pa ni Martin si Regine kahit papaano, ngunit hindi ko na kaya ang pambabastos nya kahit kaibigan ko pa sya.
Sumisigaw si Regine.
Sinuntok ko si Martin at gumanti sya kaya ako bumagsak sa sahig.
Kinuha ni Martin ang kutsilyo sa lamesa.
Tumayo si Regine na umiiyak at hinalikan si Martin. Napaluha ako. Hindi ko alam
kung bakit.
Tumilapon at bumagsak sa akin si Regine. Niyakap ko sya at naramdaman ko ang dugo
sa kanyang tagiliran at ang pagsaksak sa akin sa likuran.
Kaya ko pang tumayo, nakita ko si Martin na nakatayo at tulala habang nakaharap sa
kanya ang kanyang duguan na kamay.
Kinarga ko si Regine patungo sa labas.

Nagising na lang ako na nakahiga sa kwarto ng ospital.
Walang tao kundi ako lang. Tumayo ako at nakita ko si Regine naglalakad patungo
sa akin, umiiyak.
Tumagos siya sa akin at hinalikan ang aking naiwan na katawan sa kama.
Pinilit kong mayakap si Regine. At sinabi nya na "Jerry, nararamdam ko."
Wala ng balita kay Martin simula nuon.

nanyari today

Gumising aq ng 9:00 am para makapag ayos dahil sa pictorial ng EES.
Pumunta na aq sa UST-Educ pav.
Akala q late na ako, hnd pla.
Sabay kming dumating ni Ate Pia, kami plang ang nandun.
Habang nandun isa-isang dumating at pinauusapan nila ang kanilang uniform at kami nmn nila Kieshia at Celine ay naguusap tungkol sa kung anu-ano na pumasok sa isipan.
Pinahiram aq ni Kieshia ng Lip-Balm, mint yung lasa, sarap.
Nakita ko pa si Ivann Chavez, Schoolm8 dati, tourism ang kinuha sa UST.
So nandun na ang lahat pero nakaupo prin kami sa pav kc akala ni Helen wala pa si Ate Joy.
Haayz, cute tlga ni Helen.
So pumunta na kami sa Lovers Lane para maghanap ng magandang spot.
Konting picture lang ang nakuha dahil naglow-bat yung cam, kya cellphone na lng ang gnamit.
Nagusap-usap na rin kmi tungkol sa mga plans for the rest of the school year.
Sobrang daming plano at kailangan qng gumawa ng logo of the org para sa badges na ipamimigay.
While we where talking, my dumating na guy na nagbebenta ng sweets for his studies.
So bumili aq ng dalwang pack, nakakaawa nmn kasi yung guy.

Lunch time na.
Uwian na, kmi nalang nila Kieshia at Celine, hinihintay nmn si Martin.
1:00 pm.
Akala ni Kieshia nandun na si Martin, so umalis na aq.
Malapit na aq sa gate, nakita q si Martin papasok plang ng UST.

a touch of pink, perfect

Aika and I went to Roxas Blvd to get some fresh air(?) and to bend some muscles. People there was looking at me because of what I was wearing for my bottom. Well, I let them see my legs (hehe) because my shorts are itching me off, very iritating. Before going home, We dropped by at the "chinese garden," It was my first time.

When I got home, I unpacked my things and ate my left-overs in my bed and fallen into sleep. I woke up and watched some of the videos I rented. My mom asked me a favor, good thing I'm about to return one of the videos.

When I got home, I played the movie I rented the day before yesterday, Touch of Pink. It is really awesome. It has a story that I think any one can relate. well, espesialy those peeps who are still inside the closet. hay! not me, mine is half opened, LOL. NOw I'm kinda depressed, and pls. dont ask why.

The Amazing Race between these people.

Well... while watching the replay telecast of
"The Amazing Race 4," I was really comfortable on watching it again not
until our maid came.
She was so Loud and "Lipat mo naman sa Channel 12, dali
na... dun ka na lng sa loob ng kwarto manood!?"
To think that she wants me to, Arfgh...
And I was so to my self "And who the hell are you!?"
My mom doesn't really like the working strategy of Marlyn, our maid and I really
don't like her attitude.
I just didn't speak to her because I don’t want to make a scandal to my own house.
While watching...
I really feel great because Reichen and Chip, Two gay man married couple had won the race.
Here is one of their wedding picture-shots.
O how I really wish that god will give me the chance to be married to the person I really love like what happen to this two gay-guys.
Aw, their really cute. LOL
To think that their relationship ended before the show even hit TV.
But they have both found Love again.

So there I was Laying on the floor on the battle with our maid.
How I wish to be deaf that time like the deaf dancers of china who are really
great at their dance tradition and critical steps.
I saw them on CNN.
During practice/rehersals, they put their hands to the Speakers and feel the vibration to memorize their steps.
You really missed a part of your life if you haven't seen that dance.
Even the TV host was amazed on them.
Also, how I wish to be amazed to our maid even just for once.

btw. saw this picture on the net... and this
article about Raichen and Chips... ENJOY

Have I made a mistake?

I posted last 26th of May, Cuaresma: Taboo," I said something about the Palaspas. And I said that It doesn’t have any powers.

I watched the program “Wag Kukurap.” To make the story short, the thing they use to defeat the bad spirit is to hit it 7 times by the use of the Palaspas. Wow! Am I wrong on my belief or it is just a make up story. Well, the story they use is from a book, "True Philippine ghost stories," which some of the stories is really unbelievable and untrue.

Before watching "Wag Kukurap" I am watching the hit horror docu-drama series, "Nginig." They are already showing the finalist of their contest and I felt very stupid. I was planning to pass my drawing to that contest and I didn't because I was too lazy to go to recto to make a notary public. Err. I know that the works that I see on the TV is really good but I know I even have a chance to win 3rd place. Err. My Mom was really supportive to me about joining contests. If only I am not timid. Err. Just Err.

It did give me the creeps

I was watching TV this after noon and they cut of the advertisement and preview a music video by one of the finalist in “The search for the star in a million” entitled "I will be here tonight."
While watching the music video, I felt some kind of a little weird.
It previews a church and all the things inside.
I suddenly remember the time that we went to Baclaran and I didn't sit with my parents and I just sit out side the shrine.
I ask my self why I'm feeling this shiver inside.
So I stand up and walk to the back of the room to avoid that feeling.

I saw my brother, then he asked me if we could get the spider's eggs off the concrete ceiling.
We will feed the spider eggs to my pet fish I looked up and saw the almond shape eggs that is larger that a prune glued in the ceiling.
I told my brother that he should didn't tell me about that, I walk straight ahead and leave my brother.
Arfgh! It really creeps me off.
I know that I really like insects a lot and I wanted to be an Entomologist when I was still in high school but this feeling is very different from before, when I was still catching insects during summer in the province.
My god, the eggs are so huge and really different from the eggs of the spiders that I already seen before. Err.

I'll die because of craving for sweets

Your Deadly Sins

Gluttony: 80%

Greed: 80%

Envy: 60%

Sloth: 60%

Lust: 40%

Pride: 40%

Wrath: 20%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 54%

You'll die from a diabetic coma.

How Sinful Are You?

Enzo's Wacked up Life : his Boulevard

Haayz...
I'm already tired...
Glad I'm done working...
All things that you see in my site is all done by me, Enzo.
I use all my time, imagination, energy
yesterday in working on this site.
I just hope that my Readers would understand the idea I'am portraying.

I'm already tired...
I'll just go to bed and when I wake up this afternood I'll post all the things that happend yesterday.

Peace Out!

soon

I'm into a new gimmick...
I'm not going to tell you further more about it today.
I'm already tired, been awake all day.
I'm going to sleep now.

zZzZzZZZ

Another karma

I blogged this just to content my self that I did something progressive while I'm awake.

A promise broken...

Told Aika that once I see him again, I'm gonna talk to him straight, before this day.
So there he was, already in front of me.
I texted Aika and she did not reply, she never did.
I don't know what to do.
He was different. He was changed.
He is not wearing his white cap. Guess that's the reason why he’s using a white hair band.
I did all my best for him to notice me but it was no use.
He stands up and walk away, again like before...
The time will come, You.

Time for dinner.
Mom and Dad were on the table talking.
I saw a bottle of Coke shining bright before my eyes.
Mom told me right away that she forbids me to drink another carbonated drink then they stand up for I'm about to eat my meal.
I think twice, am I going to drink the cola or not?
The urge was flowing through my veins.
I know that that drink is just for me. For it belonged to me.
Yes, I drank the whole bottle of coke, even the doctor told me not to drink another drop.
I was never alone. I was with my coke.
Then I suffered.

I thought I would never sleep again late.
I never din because I didn't sleep.
But I was fulfilled. Why?
I thought I would never get the chance to talk to him.
I was online this morning all the time.
Without prior warning, I got the chance to chat with the person I was been looking for.
Hey you! I know you! Yes, you are!
And now I am going to sleep with the punishments of karma.

Seems to be

Guys... I'm really sorry if you think that I don't have time left for you or that you are already being forgotten. Ei. I'm still Enzo whom you known before, just became a little too occupied of the works that was left to me in school and in my home. I hope you wont misunderstood the things I'm doing. I'm telling you, these things are very hard and I'm just thankful that my thin body still can make it through the hardships. If you only know the risk I'm taking just to finish things up easily.

I'm sorry for making you upset. Hey, it's still me... Hope you understand now that you are not the only person around me that is feeling like that.

People, I'm really sorry. Hope you now understand. Please don't feel bad about me. I know you already think that I really changed a lot. You're wrong; it's the hairstyle that only changed in me. Don't Worry, the Enzo you know will be back asap. It's because he is also missin you guys.

To my classmates, I'll hug you when I see you in our enrollment...

Liberated Me

Darn that...
2 days after using a nivea facial scrub... zits showed up...
err... I hate it...
Now I'm gonna lock my self inside my house for a whole week...
I don't like people see me with red spots in my face...
I'm not that vain, actually I don't even care what people say about me...
I don't care if my friends have a lot of this red spots in their face but in my situation, I know that I'm not that goodlooking...

The generation we have right now, people get easily attracted to ones physical appearance.
They have standards those themselves only know.
And I need to look clean and be clean inside as well because I my self is guilty on that. I can't tell people that I'm beautiful inside... there's too many of them.
I'm not saying that I have to be like them its just that I'm trying to be a martyr no more in a way that the phrase "people should like me for who and what I am, love me as I am" didn't exist in my vocabulary.

Ei, I have crushes too you know...

It's still me. Same old Bonn, just becoming liberated.
Throwing expensive beauty products that is actually not compatible with my delicate skin (after using)... hehe...

ywan* it's time for my beauty sleep...
Peace out!

I'm already Dead

Admit it... you like my blog... hehe
I'm the one who made all of this and now i'm really hungry.
I told vhon that I wont eat dinner until this template is finished.
err... I accidentaly locked my door, the food is inside and my stomack is grouling...
I just hope that my ulcer wont atack me... haayz...
I would like to thank my big(?) brother for lending me his book and some ideas...
also Nyl, he gave me the idea on how my blog would look like...
2 and a half hours left and the sun would pop out...
I'm sorry for the mis-spelled word, Yesterfay...
It's not easy making a background you know...
Ok time for me to rest...
Later DayzZz...

No Vacation for Mr. I'm Busy

Haayz...

June is coming fast and my blog is still not updated about my "vacation"

Actually I didn't went away from my home for vacation
Well, except for the Team bldg of EJ...

Oh…

That Team bldg was really fun... I got the chance to get close to our new staff...
Thanks to the Bobby who made the event fruitful. It's really awesome.
My Team, Yuri Chi-Karina Teri-Enzo... won 1st place for the cooking challenge...
Haha, my plating is unbeatable... hu! Beat that. If only I could upload the picture...
BTW... Congratualtions to the other winners and Yuri and Karina, nice working with you...

Haayz...

The other days that has pass was mainly on working...

Tsk Tsk...

I'm working on our College Mag and I promised some of my friends that I would give them a copy... Hope that I could give a copy before July starts... Thanx to Aika. I think I could finish the Layouting before 2nd week of June...

Haayz...

I wonder what will happen next school year? I just hope that my professor in Eng 101B didn't make-up stories in front of the Dean... hahaha... Good Luck to me... FYI, my dumb proffesor gave me an INC as my grade... err... I think she should give up work because of her age...

Aww... I miss my fellas... I'm really sorry for not even texting you guys... you know, I'm busy... busy on hunting ---- ehem.

Ok... Time for me to go back to my work..
Well, maybe after finishing the template of this blog...

will you look at that...

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