Tuesday, September 25, 2007

the sigh of the century

These few days has been very emotionally stressful for me. And its hard for me to blog my story about those days. I kept my loneliness hidden for a long time that it accidentally noticed by my mom. I burst my issues on her. It is her (and my dad) whom I should pay back all the things I missed. Thanks to my parents and friends, I saw my mistakes. All I can say, this is I saying sorry for what I've done and what I failed to see. I have failed to see what I need to be. This is I hoping for a much simpler life, a better son, a better friend, a better love one, for me, for my friends, for my suitor, and for my family. I pray to God to help me become a simple, smart, and contented kind for the better.

Thursday, September 6, 2007

Diet vs. Biggie

My shifting for Sibika had already finished. Before my last day was over, I asked a student in grade 4 if I can take a picture of him. He smiled and without answering my question, he just sat down in a stool outside his classroom then I took a shot. Know why I took his picture? He looks like my ex-boyfriend and every time I walk beside or in front that kid, can't help but stare at him. I wanted to cry the first time I notice their resemblance but I was able to stop myself. I thought I'm hunted again. Well I still am. haha. I didn’t want to make a commotion inside my class. Funny we call him Diet and my exbf’s name is Biggie. Haha. I wonder who looks much better. When my class that day was over, I also notice there are lots of bold and big guys with chinky eyes in my school. Then I found myself looking for those traits in every guys I see.