Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Teacher Mila(Milla)

Some of my friends call me teacher Mila because I'm the one who they thought has the devotion to teaching. haha. I miss my gay friends kahit pa lagi kami nagkikita-kita.

What about this entry? I'm begining to fall down again. All I can say is that, I need to earn for my second degree. I need a job which have good compensation and would help me gain my education on MMA. I need to buy gadgets pa. I know my Mom promised me that I'll have my second degree after the LET pero I'm beginning to lose hope. Marami kasing pinapagawa parents ko ngayon and talagang tinututukan nila ng gastos.

Bakit ba kasi tinuloy ko na educ na lang kunin ko. Well, wala naman kasi akong magagawa, sa UST lang ako nagenttance exam. Lol. yun na lang lagi rason ko. haha. Wala kasing pera sa teaching talaga. I know I can earn upto 20k sa pagtuturo pero i know kulang yun. sa visual aids pa lang gagastusan ko talaga yun. haaay.. Siguro, by now, I have my own studio.

I'm so broke right now. I have my art workshop for kids ngayong summer. I'm not happy with the class. It was late for me to realize na mahirap magturo ng arts kapag iba't-iba ang age ng students mo. halos wala rin akong nakuha sa mga bayad nila. haay.. I'm going to teach still life today kaya I need to buy things pa. wala rin palang laman ang bahay namin. Asar!!!

I was on my bed, trying to sleep. I can't help but imagine myself on my own glass desk. I have my large flat screen monitor, working on a poster for a theatre event. I have my own printer and a continous ink system installed. I have a shelve of books about art and graphic design at my back. I have my i-touch attached to my very cool speakers, listening to good music. Grr...