Sunday, May 28, 2006

Tapos na pictorial ng Education Journal. Some said that our department, Arts and Lay-out, had the best shot. Just some. I was realy pissed of by Bobby. After the pictorial its turn for the Mobile Phones to take place. Yah, took some pictures using my camera phone. Back to the picture. I asked Bobby to have a picture with me. After the shot he said, "standout." what is he implying. I know he's cute. yah cute as in next to kapangitan. He really start to pissed me off, actualy nakapag simula na xa nung una pa kaming magkita. Arfgh!

Hmmm... buti na lang magaganda mga gising ko. know why??? It's all because of Chio. Yep, I've fallen in love with him. He is so cute as in next to beautiful. He is so understanding and kind. I don't really care if he's gonna leave me. (he needs to fly to Australla, to his Dad) I just need to be happy that I've met someone who can fill my life even for just a not so long time. Excited na ako kasi sasama nya ako sa Heritage Hotel. Kaming dalawa lang. Haha wag sana maudlot. I can't wait!!! lapit na kasi e.

Friday, May 19, 2006

La lala lala...

My days are getting worst. Yesterday i woke up with a very red eyes. I didn't know that that is the effect of wearing an expired contact lenses. Shet, I love my contact lenses. Now I just have to throw them away. Then at school, my classmates in Logic call me genius. They say it's because our professor like my attitude, way of thinking and i have to pay back for the quizes i missed, absences and tardiness. My grades are going down because of of my stupidity. See? I'm not genius, I'm stupid! I'm so stupid not to wake up early. I'm suppose to have a failing mark already beacuse of my absences but our professor doesn't want to fail me, i know, because I think. hahaha, hope that my classmates are not mad at me.

In my Computer class, wow finally something interesting came up. Yes! I learned something I can use. I learned new tags for webpaging using html. I really like my work. Some retro freaks and girlalous, maybe, will like it. here it is!. Remember to click the "Sign up here" on the upper left hand cornder ah!!! astig yung ilang ginawa ko dun e hehe. Medyo nakakabadtrip din kasi may Ad ang yahoo... pero ok na rin yun!

Then I'm missing Chie. We're not texting very often. as in not often. not even sometimes. huhuhu... Chio is the one who's cheering me up by texting time to time. Asking simple questions or greetings. Also, naka UNLIMITXT ako!!! My friends are already mad at me because of the jokes I sent them are so korni. Well that's me! but i still don't know if chie and I will have a date. Mr. Lonely again. I understand him naman e. He's with his family now so he should enjoy. I know he prioritize them a lot. I just have to be happy for him. I should try without thinking of my misery. I'm glad I met another person named Chio (different from Chie, here you go Aikz!). but I think my feelings for Chie will now go to Chio...

Xet! my nakalimutan pa ako. Grr... nu kaya yun!? Ayun! I'm getting ahard time telling my Mom about me beaing a Gay-Man already. Well, I'm not yet really sure. but, one thing for sure, magugulat mga friends ko na hindi na ako Bi. everytime I want to approach my Mom parang ayaw ng panahon. Una, I was ready to approach her but she went to her bedroom to sleep. Tapos minsan wala naman xa sa bahay. Then, after I get my allowance, I went out of her room and think. Kung aamin na ba talaga ako. So I went back to her room, she fell asleep. I remember a quote that God squizes us to bring out the best in us. Shet, presure! I'm confident, have a very high sef-esteem but I still lack the courage to speak and decide.

Thursday, May 18, 2006


Aika magtaka ka!!!!

Four jobs you have had in your life:
1. student
2. son
3. artist
4. annoying kid of other worlds... hehe (aika, mundo mu naman bibiktimahin ko buwahaha!!!)

Four movies you would watch over and over:
1. Cinderella Story (i want my own sturie)
2. Bonbonito: the revenge (hala! may muvie na ko kunyari)
3. Touch of Pink (a pink film)
4. The Grudge (english version)

Four places you have lived in:
1. Bustillos, G. Tuazon
2. Bustillos, Sancho Panza (lapit sa NU, as in.)
3. Caloocan... sa gilid ng north cemetery (oi malaki bahay namin dun!!!)
4. Balic-Balic, D. Santiago (kung san ako nakatira ngayon)

Four TV shows you love to watch:
1. Oprah
2. American Idol
3. Art Attack
4. Cartoons!!!

Four places you have been on vacation:
1. Laguna
2. Cavite
3. Quezon
4. Bulacan

Four websites I visit daily:

Four of my favorite foods:
1. Siomai
2. Carbonara
3. Spaghetti
4. Chocolates

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. School
2. Bahay
3. Mall
4. sa piling nya... yikee!

…so, I’m tagging them to answer this survey as well. njoy;)
1. Martin
2. Ivan
3. Carmigz
4. Luciano
5. myke
6. mark
7. Paul
*lahat sila hindi ko close hehe


may gusto akong iblog kaso parang ayaw ko... weird!

Monday, May 8, 2006


There are times when a man has to say what's on his mind
Even though he knows how much its gonna hurt
Before I say another word let me tell you, I love you
Let me hold you close and say these words as gently as I can
There's been another man that I've met and I love
But that doesn't mean I love you less
Is just this empty place inside of me that only he can fill
I'm torn between two lovers and I'm feelin like a fool
Loving both of you Is breaking all the rules
You musn't think you failed me just because there's someone else
All the things I ever said I swear they still are true
For no one else can have the part of me I gave to you
Couldn't really blame you If you turn and walk away
But with everything I feel inside I'm asking you to stay

Monday, May 1, 2006

Asked bi mute

Press 'OK' for Mute

The Darkness, Silence and Chimes
In me calling out your name
The ghost of our selves talking
until your goodnight in dawn

I opened my eyes looking at your face
The emotions you feel I see
It's killing me slowly and softly
I'm hurt bleeding for answers.

The ace inside my head mixed up
I dont know what to think
I dont know what message I'll give
I'm mute

Two strangers met with unspoken smiles
Does it mean something to you?
Yes, it means something to me
Is it the possibility I think of?

I scrubed but it wont go away
I mearly know you, you in the same way
I would like to say I care
"I care"

My slender arms always open wide
But my voice are shut closed
How will I let my heart speak?
It's the only part that's unlock

I dont want you to sleep clueless
I'm stuck in the web of dreams in day
Please don't you even wake me up
It's the exstacy I was longing

What would you feel if I touch you?
Would it be the same if I kiss you?
Would I, Will you let me?
But your not hear

I'm just a young confused being
For you, who am I?
A short word is not enough (okay)
Does I even mean something?

Worlds getting crazy in every tone
My mind and heart pumps for Love
Still they may be incompatible beings
Two extrimes may/can agree in one

pls. make a comment...