It is a story of a boy.

There is this boy who is now studying in a university where some of his friends and schoolmates before, during high school, is also studying.
During his first semester on his first year, he saw his schoolmate who is a year level older than him in a convenient store.
They say their his' and hellos while on the line to the counter.
His schoolmate is with a very cute queer.
The boy got star struck or rather say love at first sight with this queer.
The boy looked for this queer in the Internet specifically in his schoolmate's friend list in Friendster.

And months have passed, he forgot about this queer.

One day, his friend who is also studying in the same university asked him how did her crush get in his friendster friend list.
The crush she was talking about is gay.
The boy remembered the queer he saw before in the convenient store who happen to be with his schoolmate.
The boy looked for some information he need about his friends crush.
He subscribed on his schoolmate's blog and found a link that he thought that it is the blog he's looking for.
Days have passed and the boy realizes that he is wrong about the information he is having because he didn’t notice the very big difference and connectivity of the information.
The blog he found is owned by the queer he saw before with his schoolmate.
The gay in his friend list is a different person but also closely related to his schoolmate and her friend.
The boy came into realization that he has already fallen in love on two people.
The boy's emotion is mixed and he cannot control it anymore.
This is the first time he felt so helpless even though he has already gone in some same sex relationship.
The boy want to tell these two people that they are being admired, but he doesn't know how to tell them.
He tried to make friends with them but it's not enough.
The feelings of the boy want to burst out.
The boy already asks for help to his friends but didn't get the right reply.
And now.
The boy is trying to say, he don't know what to do about this.
He hopes and prays that he will be taken seriously and that he wouldn't be rejected but much more be appreciated
He's only wish for now is the two people that he admire became close to him.


-To be or not to be continued