Somethin' has gone yet its developing...

Nagpaderma ako, skin peal. It almost cost me my entire week allowance. Now my skin is pealing off and if you'll see me I'm like a snake and some people say that "it's just part of your artistry, is that a props for the ELUKUSYON?" or " your like naaagnas na." wahehe to them. After a week, I'll be going back to the darma clinic to have my cleansing or facial treatment. ANd that would cost me another almost a week allowance.

Yesterday, the EJ2 for last year is already in the office and ready to be distributed. I was disapointed because the cover I made was not given the right judgement. If you'll see the mag, Its kinda dull or ordinary but If you'll see the pic in the PC its great. And the style we want was not emphasized. I was about to shout that time when they were stacking up the mags in the office. Yah, the EJ maked a progress but still there is something wrong and I'm sad about it. huhuhu

A NIghtmare about my bro, Vincent

OMG. whatta nightmare! I was shocked about what happen in my dream. We were so rich, as in filthy rich. The house was really different from our present house and there are a lot of cars outside. tatagalugin ko na lang nga!

so ayun. nagkaron ng hiyawan at tuwaan sa loob ng aming bahay ng biglang my narinig kaming sumisigaw sa labas, mga kapit bahay na nakitang nakalambitin ang kapatid kong si Vincent sa 2nd floor. dali dali akong lumabas pati si mama. nakita ko nga si vincent nakalambitin sa terace at naisit atang bumaba kaya naisip na gawin yun. malakas ang iyak ni Vincent. hindi namin alam ni mama ang dapat gawin. hinawakan ko sa paa si vincent dahil hanggang dun lamang ang abot ko sa kanya, tapos bumitaw sya. malakas ang gravitational pull kaya hindi ko nakayanana ang lakas ng pagkakahulug nya sakin kaya hindi ko naiwasan ang pagkatama ng kanyang ulo sa sahig. Napa sigaw si mama. dali kong inakay si Vincent at tinakpan ang sugat sa kanyang ulo gamit ang aking kanang kamay habang umiiyak at kalong ang aking kapatid. Tumakbo ako papunta sa mga sasakyan na dikit dikit, litiral na dikit dikit at hindi maayaos ang pagakakpark. pagpunta ko dun, biglang may pumasok na set of PC na nakalagay sa PC table at dun ako umupo.

Grabe, dun ako nagulat talaga, ang weird. bakita ako umupo sa may PC? hindi ko alam kung bakit. pagkaupo ko, nagising na ako. hindi ko na pinagpatuloy ang tulog ko sa parehas na pwesto ng akong pagkagising sa masamang panaginip dahil ayoko nang panaginipan yun. napansin kong ibang iba talaga sa pamumuhay namin ngayon ang aking panaginip. Una ang bahay pa lamang ay ibang iba. Ang terace namin ngayon ay may grils at ang nasa panaginip ay wala. Ang mga sasakyan ay bago at makikinis at malalaki, family size ika nga, subalit wala na kaming magagarang sasakyan dahil ang mga iyon ay binenta na para sa pagpapagawa ng aming bahay ngayon.

Para sa akin lamang, ayoko ng mapaginipan ulit yun. sa totoo lang, gusto kong umiyak nung pagkagising ko. Parang gusto kong yakapin ang kapatid ko nun, as in, talaga! kahit parang mahirap para sakin gawin yung dahil sutil ang batang yun pero parang magagawa ko. Kakatapos lng ng ELUKUSYON tapos bibigyan ako ng bangungot. may dapat pa nga akong tapusin na letter e. cge na ciao!

Thrill

Sawakas tapos na yung EDUKASIYAHAN hehe buti na lang ang iba sa mga inimbitahan ko. Nakarating naman ang barkada nila Aika pero I really feel sorry for the CESC counsil about the event. Hindi sinmasadya na masira ang air-conditioning ng Med-Audi pero nung dry-run bago magsimula ang EDUKASIYAHAN, gumagana pa ang air-cons.

SO ayun, nakapag sayaw na ako at marami palang nakapansin na unti-unting bumababa ang pants ko nung malapit ng matapos ang dance number, Badtrip kasi, hindi ko inaasahan na masisira ang buckle ng belt ko pero ok lng, tapos na naman at ang nasa isip ng iba ay napagod ako dahil hindi ko na nagawa yung ibang steps kasi ang totoo tinataas ko yung pants ko kaya ayun.

Bale ngayon, aayusin ko pa yung continouation ng report namin, projects sa ibat-ibang courses tulad ng sa major at ang ELUKUSYON.

ELUKUSYON, isang patimpalak para sa buwan ng wika. Ito talaga ang pinaka nakakaasar, bigla akong isinali ng coach ko sa contest na yun na gaganapin na mamaya. Monolog daw ang gagawin at pwedeng haluan ng kahit ano. Doble-kara ang gagawin ko tapos akkanta ako after ng skit. pinagdarasal ko na lng na sana hindi ko makalimutan ang mga linya ko dahil nakakahiya dahil ako ang gumawa ng gagawin ko sa contest na yun.

Well, good luck ang god bless na lang sakin.

dont let me get me...

shit... got a newly found friend. sobrang friendly nya kaya medyo - alam nyo na. e ang ganda pa ng pasok nya dahil medyo nawawala comunication namin ni mine. wag naman. ayoko pa naman makagawa ng hakbang na makakasakit sa ibang tao, saktan na ako waglang ako ang mananakit.

grabe dami kong realizations, nag open ako sa 3 kong friends tapos maganda naman reply nila sa story ko kaya ayos. salamat sa kanila dahil natulungan nila ako sa mga katanungan na napapaloob sa aking isipan.

knocked out!

Last sunday I was watching UAAP before going to Chowking Dapitan. I was shouting while my mom is watching the UST vs UP basketball game. the game was great. My mom was saying something about the game that I couldn't understand because the game was driving me nuts. So there, UST won. I went to pass UST going to Dapitan. When I was walking towards the Health Center, the university basketball team came and singing stuffs while inside the university ordinary bus.

After a long wait in Chowing Dapitan, we arived at my friends debut party. THe Party was a blast. Her part was a lil'bit different from the traditional debutants celebration. Her party was much better tham the formal, traditional, class A celebration. We really have fun. After the program proper, the liquors shed the place. I drank a couple of bottles of Vodka. The stand-up comdedians was the host of her party, they were driving me nuts.

After the fun, I slept in my friends house. I was shocked when I entered her house then I was shocked again when she opened her presents then I was shocked again when I entered her room then another when they showed me her wash room that was the same size, shape and volume as my bed room in my house. OMG, thats all that I did say. OMG.

When I woke up, my friends was preparing for the test and I was just lying on were I slept because my body was in pain. I didn't make any complains because the pain was really supose to be there after all that fun. When we are ariving in the UST, my friends told me that I was making noise while sleeping. I shouted, no way! maybe because I use all my exces energy last night. Then we went out.

The pain just fade away this morning, I can finally move my body freely. I can already prctice my dance well. I can finally type in some entries.

grabe... pagod... pero ok lng

got to spend my entire day with mine. first we got messed up about where to meet. But still our date is a blast. I courted him to pasig where he live and agin meet his family. I was in their home for about 3 to 5 hours (I dont know, because being with him makes the rain stop, turn the night into day, make the time stop, etc).

I ride a bus going back in my house. I just ate my dinner and my Mom gave me her CP load. Now, got hundreds of load and more to come.

"Tiba-tiba ako nito, daming load / daming pangtext. textmates get ready" - d'anothers

I need to save and practice my voice for Iza's debut tomorrow. She wants me to sing infront of her crowd. Her Debut's theme is bohemian so we must be in a Boho attire when we arive in the place where her party will take place. I promise mine that I'll call him seconds before my portion so that he could hear me singing his favorite song. I'll dedicate that song for mine. I think my friend would understand that. hehe. 'til here.... Later dayZ~

To you, for you and you alone.

you know your self.
you know who you are.

I'm getting tired of this. I thought you're already over with this issue but then still not yet. I have moved on and now so far from my yesterday. Hehe. I got short-term memory syndrome. You have offered your friendship that makes me think of the past has forgotten and you have already moved on. What the heck! It's almost one month and a half had passed after the day I said my goodnight. Please, I'm already tired of thinking about my past that you are digging. You want me to hate you. Sorry, I can't. I'm not the type of person who takes revenge of people who are insane. I'm happy with my life now and I prayed that you are too. If you don't have anything to blog, think of something else instead of our relationship before because that is so stupid to blog that. As I said, almost one month and a half has passed. It's not hard to accept and forget that. It's very impossible that I'm the only Love you ever wanted. What's your reason that you keep on saying things that you think would hurt me. Now, I see that you're trying to have fun with your new friends that would help you. And, that's great, good for you, congratulations! Later Dayz to you!

Btw. Belated Happy 18th Birthday to you! Just ask me about the sketch if ever you want it. It's just occupying too much space in my paper works.


you know whome I pertaining to.
you know what I'm implying
You know who you are

mine

mine
hello to you
to you who understand
mine who listens

thanx to you who is near
near that no one knows how far
mine to love
and mine who cherish

we've been hardships
summer and winter has passed by
on us, to mine
I'm ever proud

mine
everything is tough
It was hard for you to let go
and for me in the same way

the day has come
mine, to us
you welcomed me back
and embraced my love

thank you my dearest mine
mine who love
mine to cherish
us to be proud

akala ko...

I never thought that saying what is real would hurt you so much. I'm not a queer who speaks shit, I'm just frank. I dont care how I say the truth, what important is I already said what is real... and from the heart

ibahin si Aika

this post is a tribute to my bessy...
Ms. JAMAICA JANE JEGUETA PASCUAL...
I just wanna congratulate you and say my deepest appreciation sa 2 large fries and 1 large Onion rings... pati na rin sa 1 large Hi-C Apple... (bawal na kasi akong mag soft-drinks)

btw. para sa mga nagbabasa ng blog ko... Ang bessy ko ay isang astiging Palanca awardee....

break time for now

Darn it! nagka virus PC ko... napaformat ko na kaso meron pa ata... I'm not yet sure.
dami ko panaman gustong i-share kaso nagkakaproblem nga ung PC. kapag magiinternet ako, bumabagal at nagha-hung.. Err. I'll get me e Laptop next time.

Malapit na lumabas ang ginawa kong magazine... if you want one just ask me for some details kung pano makukuha ang mag na yun... actually, right after the release of that magazine, i'll be making another magazine again. haayz. ngayon ka gumagawa ako ng test papers ng preschool namen e. Pagkatap[os na pagkatapos ko gawin ang mga test papers na ito ay sususbukan ko ng gumawa ng reviewers para sa prelim exam ko... hehe kapag hindi ako inantok...

dami ko panaman gustong gawin. magkakaron ap ng concert ang MYMP & Hale hosted by our college student counsil. Dami ko pa na realize kaya ngayon medyo nagsisisi ako pero ok lng. kaya ko to... later dayz!!!