can't help but cry

i thought i could forget about you. bot hell no! I cant. I made me more obssesed about you. I've been so dramatic and emotional about what's happening. I made mistakes that made me suffer now. I thought I could give up on you. Now I know we we're almost there, according to you. I'm sorry that I tried to look for another person, the complete opposite of you. i never thought that I'll hurt you. I'm sorry. dont worry I broke up with him. our relationship just lasted for four days. I hope everything would not change. please dont let Bonnie Bear sleep on your cabinet. I want him beside you while you are dreaming. I'm so stupid. very stupid. I've decided. made mistakes. I'm suffering. can't help but cry.