I'm a registered professional teacher. Eat that!!! Wahaha!!!

I'm not yet really sure about this but my classmates woke me up with their text messages of congratulations because I passd the board exam. I texted few to verify if my name is really included there because the text messages might just be group messages, (huhu. wawa naman ako.) Then Alexz replied and said that all of 4Ed1 passed the exam. Weepeee!!!

I am now waiting for PRC to print the result on a news paper so that I can highlight my name and cut it and put it in a beautiful frame then show it off! wahaha!!!

Sana nga pasado ako kasi I'm going to have a party for this!!! Pili na lang ako ng sched. Wahaha!!! Maingay nanaman sa bahay and I'm allowed because (singing with arms moving circular) I passed the test. beacuse I passed the te-est beacuse I passed the te-est. ahihi!!

I would like to thank my uber supportive parents that time. lolz. kasi naman aminado silang pinepressure nila ako. haha. natatawa na lang ako dun kasi pinagggrocery nila ako and everything I can ask, ibibigay nila na dumating sa point na inuuto na namin ang isa't-isa. haha.

Sa mga friends and relatives ko na nagdasal na pumasa ako. Maraming salamat talaga kahit alam nyong ayaw ko talaga maging teacher. thank you ever so much!!!

Kay God, thanks for granting our prayers!! MWAH MWAH!!

Life is hard enough, it don't have to be in bed too

Lately(again) have been very stressful to me. I tend to feel sleepy after two days. Right! I sleep every after two days and now I'm sick and I'm having a hard time sleeping.

Well few days ago, Paul and I had a fight about me not doing well in the relationship, while fighting my high school friends are waiting for me, and in the end we found a way to finish a problem. We finished fighting in the middle of the road almost 2:00 dawn. Hey! Kami pa rin.

When I finally caught up with my friends, the party was already over but luckily, they were just walking home so I was able to run after them to give Aika back her SLR. We first went to Milo's place. There, Aika and I was able to buy a beautiful bag. I bought a traveling bag worth P550.00 from EGG. (Can someone check the price of the bag in the mall please?) After escorting Milo home, we went to Mayettes, my all-time-favourite Tapsilog-an. Yipeee... Then we went home.

Before I went to sleep (which I never had) Aika texted and the SLR is broken. hmmm... What am I gonna do? I'm excited about my prenup shoot with my cousin at La Mesa Ecopark (hmm... maybe that is the reason I can't sleep!) So I didn't sleep. I waited for Zico and My cousin and her fiance at home. The scheduled departure time at my house is 9:00 AM but then, finally we left at around lunch time. We all got exhausted and bug bites and while going back home, we got comedy from Zico and the cab driver. haha. The driver was realy funny. We need to keep him awake actually. Zico noticed that the driver is sleepy that's why need everyone to laugh.

When we got home, Zico and the couple left. I wated for Paul to come. After dealling with Paul, we went to Zico's then went to Timog to drink. There came Bobby and his friend Lester. We were waiting for Jeff but he didn't came. I actually invited several people but soon before we entered Gerry's Grill I found out that they are all architectures.

We all got drunk specially Paul. Before the bar closed, we went home. In the cab, Paul andI fell asleep. Luckily we were driving at the right route. We woke up near my place. haha. Finally at home I got the chance to sleep but before we slept, I gave Paul his dream date moment. haha. What is that? It's a big secret. I posted a note on my door to wake us up at 7:00 AM because I need to attend the Murder 2 by Dense and RJ but we we're too tired to stand up so we continue sleeping. We woke up it was already afternoon. We ate 2 pair of cheese burger each while watching a nice epic battle movie then after Paul went home.

Due to uploading the behind the scenes of the prenup shoot I wasn't able sleep on time so I wasn't able to wake up on time and go to work. I was sick (Well, right now I'm sick again) I got off my bed before dinner.

Now I'm typing this entry. It's 5:30am and I wish I can attend to my job flawlessly. Sighs

Southeast ge'away!

Kakatapos ko lang mag-ayos ng mga gamit ko sa lougage na hiniram ko kay Mujang. After few hours, my aunts and I will leave the country and head to Singapore, Indonesia and Malaysia. Its a four days tour. Ang money ko na ipangbibili ko ng DSLR e hindi ko akalaing mapupunta dito. ='( If I have the option to choose between those contries and the DSLR that I was dreaming about, I would rather have the camera. huhu. E wala akong choice. Naibook nako for this travel. Si mama dapat ang aalis pero binigay nya sa akin ang trip na ito. Hindi ko akalain na papayag si papa na instead of mama going out e ako ang aalis. haha. Yun nga lang sarili kong gastos. Maypinaipit saking 100 dollars and few pesos si mama pero for emergency lang yun kasi malaki ang nagastos sa ticket ko. October na kasi ako nakabili ng ticket tapos kailangan pang magbayad ni mama ng penalty kasi nagpabook na sya nung una.

I already have my pack of cigarette with me, cameras na two weeks akong kinukulitb ng mga kasama ko, psp filled with mp3s and pink movies na pinagawayan namin ni Vincent kasi usapan namin weekends lang sya makakagamit kasi weekdays may pasok sya kaya nasakin and kinalikot nya yesterday yung psp kaya naformat yung laman ng memory, my money and hand carry na hiniram ko kay Paul.

Natatakot ako sumakay ng eroplano kaya sana maging ok ang flight. Walang clouds especially a storm coming. Habang nagpapack ako ng gamit may mga bilin na sakin. Si Vincent nagpapabili ng Spalding na bola na hindi ko naman bibilhin. duh! Bola lang kelangan sa ibang bansa pa bilhin? Si mama nagpapabili ng Batic. Binilinan pa ako ni mama na wag akong magdadala ng bacon na underwear. haha. Ang lola ko naman nagsalita, ibibili daw nya ako ng thong. Akalain mo yun, lola ko nagsabi nun a! Si Paul, sabi nya wag ko na daw sya bigyan ng pasalubong. He just wants me to return safe. awww... He's my boyfriend kaya hindi pwedeng wala akong pasalubong for him. Si Mujang naman puppet or mask na galing Indonesia. Haay... sana talaga worth it tong travel na ito.

Celeberate The AMBUSH Difference!

to leave or not to leave?

Before slumber, Tita Ching (now that she resides in my home) and I often meet on the top of our house to puff sticks of blue cigars and talk. This time, sya lang matutulog because I have to finish a computer job.

We talked about leaving the country to find work abroud. I opened to her that I'm not comfortable leaving the country and Paul, my boyfriend. Yea, I trust Paul but do I trust myself? I believe that I'm a loyal and faithful other half but there will always be temptation to humans, most especially to gay people. I know hindi malandi si Paul but the thought that we're countries far from each other puts me in misery. I'm thinking of spending 2 years away from home and how can we survive on that 2 years. How will I talk to him? I hope by that time, i already have a wifi capable gadget that I can use anywhere so that I could send him messages often na hindi magastos. Pero, ok lang ba kung yun lang? (sigh) masakit na ulo ko. Kaya ko kayang ilihim kay Paul na aalis ako ng bansa habang inaayos ko visa? (sigh) This thoughts makes me cry.

Tita Ching shared a story about his gay friend who works abroad and have his boyfriend living with his family. I laughed. Kilala nanaman ako ng family ni Paul and kilala nang family ko si Paul. Will it be ok for my family or to Paul to live with my family? haha.. (sigh)

I want to work abroad and save fortunes then go back to my land. How will I spend that fortune, dun ko na lang malalaman kapag nakabalik na ako. hehe