21 people and a toothache

Tom will be my 21st birthday and I have a f@*king toothache killing me. I wanted to have a party at the beach with fire and drums but the errands and tasks I have to finish before the summer vacation was out of my expectations. Maybe I'll just celebrate my birthday with someone watching a horror movie. Hmm...

I listed names of people I gained something like wisdom, knowledge, or valuable experience that is unforgettable and made a very important role on my growing age, aside from my family. Here they are...

My elementary and high school friends

1. Eduardo Fernandez - My aratilis buddy

2. Kristian Idol Gutierez - Smile and laugh. Oh man he's gorgeous. haha. I miss him.

3. Jamaica Pascual - M girl bestfriend. I learned that pen really has its own powers.

My college friends

1. "Chinee" Nicole Salang - I learned pakikisama and patience

2. Iza Camil Tan - I learned to be fabulous and Jologs-ly fun at the same time.

3. Jade Concepcion - because of her, I had a sport and accepted on a team with my gayness without me even noticing that they know about my huge secret.

4. Marlina Ortiguera - being manly. haha

5. Mary Gilizabeth Sulit - I learned to fight for my friends.

6. Minaizah Migue - I learned to accept my flaws

My gay friends

1. Erick Joseph Perez - my bestfriend. keeps me sane

2. "Zico Manzano" - reminds me to treat myself as royalty and in stance. My partner in crime. Batman!

3. Arbie Ubaldo - Appreciate everything and don't be stupid.

4. Adrian Babista - "Ang nakatatanda" haha

5. Jarenz - when I see him, he makes me strive for something. hmm..

6. Roelle - Face is an investment. Charot! I learned to find beauty in simplicity.

My love issues

1. Paul Rodrigo Cordero - My boyfriend and life partner. He taught me to be humble and love maturely.

2. Christopher Trinidad - My first boyfriend. There is nothing cheap in loving.

3. Rod Meyrick Tan - First person whom I felt respect and I should be very careful in choosing a partner in life.

4. Kendrick Dominic Uy - I learned to wait and acceptance.

5. Richard Chua - Be passionate about what you want.

6. "Jepoy" - I learned to fight and run because of love.

In due time, I will payback what I gained as a sign of my gratitude. You guys so far are the best treasures and roses of my 21 years of living.

Wellness vs. Business

Well, after three months of waiting for my money that is supposed to be spent already, finally, few bucks went in. Wooooh!!!

I actually spent some already on my nails and movies. hihi. Hindi pa ako natutulog beacause I cannot, I ate cookies and marshmallows and iced tea after finishing a dreamcatcher, while watching television. I found myself bummed then I thought of my cash. How am I going to spend it?

Nose Job vs. a 5 in1 Reflector

Naplano ko na na magpa-nosejob actually matagal na. Gusto ko din magpadagdag ng jaw pero mas matindi ang "need" ko for a nosejob. 4 of my friends nagundergo na ng cosmetic surgery and they're okay about what happend. Well me, I'm not ok with my nose. Matangos naman ilong ko pero sa tingin ko hindi sapat. Oh my. I think this falls to a low esteem. shit!

Hmm.. REflector. I pretty in need of a reflector so I should buy na. Hmm.. I'm goimg to have a photoshoot with a fellow photohrapher, maybe he will bring a reflector on the set. Parasite!

Body Building vs. Business Materials

OMG! Sabi ko before magggym nako ulit para magkabump naman chest ko, dipper lines on my biceps and bigger butt. shet wala pa akong tulog kaya hindi pa pwede today. Come to think of it, I need clothes for the gym-ing! I was hillarius nung naggym ako dati. pramis, fashion victim. haha

For business materials, hmmm... I think I can dig my cabinest for things I can use for this new business. Should I? haha

Pamilya

Bakit ganun, pamilya ko ang pinakamamahal ko sa mundo. Mas mahal ko sila kesa sa mga kaibigan ko, boyfriend ko, sa bansa, sa environment. Actually mas mahal ko sila kesa sa sarili ko at sa Dyos, bakit hindi nila nakikita?

Siguro dahil iba ako, hind nila ako kilala. Kailangan ko ba magpakilala sa pamilya ko? Bakit parang hindi nila ako naiintindihan?

Bakit ibang tao ang nakakaalam kung ano magpapasaya sakin, nagpapalungkot? Ibang tao din nakakaalam ng mga problema ko pati na rin mga bagay na gusto ko gawin sa buhay ko.

Itong dinadala kong 'to, kapag nalaman nila, baka ito ang maging sanhi ng delubyo. Sila rin kasi ang nagpapasaya sakin, nagpapalungkot, nagbbigay ng sama ng loob at mga gusto kong maabot sa buhay para din sa kanila.

Isa lang ang iniiwasan kong isipin, isipin kung ano talaga ang pamilya ko sa buhay ko. Gusto kong kasama mga tao na naiintindihan ako pero sapat na ang dahilang nakikita nila akong kasama sa pamilya para mag stay ako.

I'm a registered professional teacher. Eat that!!! Wahaha!!!

I'm not yet really sure about this but my classmates woke me up with their text messages of congratulations because I passd the board exam. I texted few to verify if my name is really included there because the text messages might just be group messages, (huhu. wawa naman ako.) Then Alexz replied and said that all of 4Ed1 passed the exam. Weepeee!!!

I am now waiting for PRC to print the result on a news paper so that I can highlight my name and cut it and put it in a beautiful frame then show it off! wahaha!!!

Sana nga pasado ako kasi I'm going to have a party for this!!! Pili na lang ako ng sched. Wahaha!!! Maingay nanaman sa bahay and I'm allowed because (singing with arms moving circular) I passed the test. beacuse I passed the te-est beacuse I passed the te-est. ahihi!!

I would like to thank my uber supportive parents that time. lolz. kasi naman aminado silang pinepressure nila ako. haha. natatawa na lang ako dun kasi pinagggrocery nila ako and everything I can ask, ibibigay nila na dumating sa point na inuuto na namin ang isa't-isa. haha.

Sa mga friends and relatives ko na nagdasal na pumasa ako. Maraming salamat talaga kahit alam nyong ayaw ko talaga maging teacher. thank you ever so much!!!

Kay God, thanks for granting our prayers!! MWAH MWAH!!

Life is hard enough, it don't have to be in bed too

Lately(again) have been very stressful to me. I tend to feel sleepy after two days. Right! I sleep every after two days and now I'm sick and I'm having a hard time sleeping.

Well few days ago, Paul and I had a fight about me not doing well in the relationship, while fighting my high school friends are waiting for me, and in the end we found a way to finish a problem. We finished fighting in the middle of the road almost 2:00 dawn. Hey! Kami pa rin.

When I finally caught up with my friends, the party was already over but luckily, they were just walking home so I was able to run after them to give Aika back her SLR. We first went to Milo's place. There, Aika and I was able to buy a beautiful bag. I bought a traveling bag worth P550.00 from EGG. (Can someone check the price of the bag in the mall please?) After escorting Milo home, we went to Mayettes, my all-time-favourite Tapsilog-an. Yipeee... Then we went home.

Before I went to sleep (which I never had) Aika texted and the SLR is broken. hmmm... What am I gonna do? I'm excited about my prenup shoot with my cousin at La Mesa Ecopark (hmm... maybe that is the reason I can't sleep!) So I didn't sleep. I waited for Zico and My cousin and her fiance at home. The scheduled departure time at my house is 9:00 AM but then, finally we left at around lunch time. We all got exhausted and bug bites and while going back home, we got comedy from Zico and the cab driver. haha. The driver was realy funny. We need to keep him awake actually. Zico noticed that the driver is sleepy that's why need everyone to laugh.

When we got home, Zico and the couple left. I wated for Paul to come. After dealling with Paul, we went to Zico's then went to Timog to drink. There came Bobby and his friend Lester. We were waiting for Jeff but he didn't came. I actually invited several people but soon before we entered Gerry's Grill I found out that they are all architectures.

We all got drunk specially Paul. Before the bar closed, we went home. In the cab, Paul andI fell asleep. Luckily we were driving at the right route. We woke up near my place. haha. Finally at home I got the chance to sleep but before we slept, I gave Paul his dream date moment. haha. What is that? It's a big secret. I posted a note on my door to wake us up at 7:00 AM because I need to attend the Murder 2 by Dense and RJ but we we're too tired to stand up so we continue sleeping. We woke up it was already afternoon. We ate 2 pair of cheese burger each while watching a nice epic battle movie then after Paul went home.

Due to uploading the behind the scenes of the prenup shoot I wasn't able sleep on time so I wasn't able to wake up on time and go to work. I was sick (Well, right now I'm sick again) I got off my bed before dinner.

Now I'm typing this entry. It's 5:30am and I wish I can attend to my job flawlessly. Sighs